关于本书的决定和通知

关于这本书的决定出来了,在这里和诸位分享一下。

Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks,soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:

Thedecisionis,thisstorywillgoon,Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months,withadailyminimumofabout3000words.

Asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit,theonethatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify,myresponseis:

Fuckit.

Now,forthejourneyIhadyesterday.

Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious,IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.

ThisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors,hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.

Iwasfurious,butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome

Theanswerisno,Iamnotthatnave.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.

Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization,andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis,Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst,howthisproducereallytaste,heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.

AndwhyBecauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables,youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.

SohimsayingIamnogood,Iknowwhathemeans,hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable”,butsayingthis,IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect,coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices,forthat,Iamgrateful.

IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin,yeah,yougettheidea.

SowhydidIhaveanoutburst,simple,Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories,Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig,notjustsomehobby,becauseIloveit,Ifuckinglovedoingit,Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.

So,aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears,again.

Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife

SoIhadanoutburst.

ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro,andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.

WhendoessomeoddjobbecomeaprofessionItbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety,itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.

However,youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears,mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.

WearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas,feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants,nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.

Writersareconsumedbygreed,writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge,thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages,orlonghoursofstudy.

WritersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline,mindlessdrones,nothingmore.

Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords,wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.

Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers,butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.

Ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap,sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.

4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。

Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.

IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel,seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.

ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday,butthankstoyouguys,Iwasvictoriousonceagain.

SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.

That’strue,butthenagain,Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook,somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld,awesomebackgroundandarichstory.

ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose,everybookismycreation,mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.

That’saboutitreally,theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme,givingmephantompain,thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.

Iamlucky,Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving,soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.

So,amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.

Staywithme,Iwillgetthere,Iwillshowyouabeautifulword,anexcitingstorythebestIcan.

Iwillseeyoutomorrow